(my apologies for being so rambly)
Is anyone else sleeping as much as I am? It’s getting pretty ridiculous. Of course I’m smart enough to see the corrolation between coming home from fitness at 10.30pm, a shower and then the appeal of my bed because I’m all warm and languid and snoozing with happy endorphins – but then still. Even Olli seems to sleep more than usual. I think we’re just in complete hibernation mode at the moment.
Meanwhile fitness is going really well, still. I noticed the other day that my ribcage is beginning to stand out next to my waistline. And to be honest, I can’t remember EVER noticing that before, despite the fact that I’ve always had a waistline – I do not have a pear shaped body like some ladies, but I have the hourglass shape which always made me seem a bit more slender and lighter than I always was. So to actually notice that was a bit of a breakthrough. Just goes to show that I’m really big-boned, obviously, if there’s already a difference between waist and ribcage at 91kg.
In other news I kind of hit a wall at work. There was a customer (lets call him customer I) that I thought I had nice contact with, but there turns out to be this asshole that said really assholish things about our company, about me (purposefully understanding things wrong that I had said during training) and about our services in general. And next Tuesday I have to face that guy again and he doesn’t know that I know what he said. I’m not looking forward to that at all… thankfully the other people in training were really nice. But now of course I’m getting suspicious of everything and everybody, I’m extra afaid to make mistakes and I hate feeling like a spaz. So meh.
At least customer SM went very well, no complaints, honestly nice people. And customer S is being managed by my colleague now, with me only doing the training & tech stuff. Because the internal politics even frustrate and confuse my boss, he decided that someone with more experience should handle that.
Meanwhile, while I’m terribly happy to be rid of the political side of customer S, my pride is having a field day with me. It’s so stupid to be completely aware of a process and it still eating away at me. But I’ll get through, don’t worry. At least I still love to give training. 
Oh, and in other other news: if all goes well, I’ll be initiated in Reiki 2 next Friday. Yay