I haven’t felt very great the past few days. Too little sleep, days passing me by without noticing. I am rough around the edges and I noticed myself slipping at work as well as in real life. Just… sensitive, I guess. Remarks that I take the wrong way instinctively, instead of a healthy dose of ‘I’m sure they don’t mean it that way’, appointments that I forget… that kind of stuff.
I had a bit of a run-in with two people yesterday that made me decide that it’s time to stop dicking about. No more suckage. Time for initiative, time for action. Time to kick ass and take names. Write down appointments, checklists. Be organised. Try to be there for others. Listen to them. Don’t be so self-absorbed, be outgoing. Open yourself up.
I can do this. I’ve always done it… I just need to retrieve myself. 