I didn’t realize how much I was desperately wanting fitness to do something for me until today.

I’m about to go there and do an evaluation of those first two months, see if it helped. And I’m not sure what I’ll do if it hasn’t helped a bit. My weight hasn’t been doing too stellar. For no reason whatsoever two weeks ago I gained three kilo’s back. Now they’re gone again (setting me at a much more agreeable 92.5) for also no reason whatsoever, and that kind of gave me a blow where it comes to my faith that this will all work out well.

I know that I have more prominent stomach muscles now (underneath the fat) and that my upper arms have lost some of their flabbiness – but I want cold, hard numbers. Facts and figures. I want proof. I want to see a lower fat percentage. If I don’t, I’ll be really frigging bummed.

I’ll be off now. Wish me luck?

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