i miss those days of innocence

8th
July 2009
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I feel like I’m slipping. I forget stuff, I’m messing up all over the place. Not just at work, but in my personal life as well. When was which appointment? I really should have sent that e-mail, now nothing will happen. I should really apply for more jobs. I should, I should.

I should sleep more. I haven’t had a good night of sleep in weeks… the best I’ve slept was the nights I was drunk/stoned/exhausted at Graspop. I’m sure this all means that I’m stressed or something, and the amount of time I spend on Popo is another sign on the wall – but the weird thing is that I’m not feeling it. I’m just tired and I sleep like shit, and I’m avoiding everything and also forgetting. Is that some sort of defense mechanism?

I don’t know. I just know it’s annoying. I really should get a grip.


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2 Responses to "i miss those days of innocence"

  • *hug*

    1 Aurora said this (8/7/2009 at 17:51)


  • To be honest: it sounds like you’re in Brenda-land. This is what /I/ do when I’m stressed out. Get your own symptoms! ;)

    All kidding aside though: sounds like stress to me. *hugs* Send those e-mails. Apply for those jobs. You’ll feel better afterwards.

    That’s what they always tell me, anyway ;)

    2 Brenda said this (8/7/2009 at 22:12)


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