where have you gone now
Journal, Writing November 15th, 2008In the light of taking better care of myself, I’ve signed up with a fitness school that’s right next door to my work. The good thing about it is that my work is subsidizing fitness, so I only pay E20 a month for as much fitnessy goodness I like. I have my introduction lesson on the 2nd of December, so Olli and I ventured out to shop for sports clothes today. Mission accomplished! I have new sweatpants, a sports bra, and new sneakers. I’m all ready to rumble! I’m pretty excited about it, too, even though I know I’ll probably have lots of issues with keeping myself on track and muscle aches and stuff. I just have to do something about my blubber ass & belly, it’s getting to the point again that I don’t feel right in my own clothes, and nothing looks good on me anymore. So it’s time to get to business. I remember how good I felt about my stomach muscles in 2002; and I want to get back to that again.
In other news, I’m completely demotivated for Nano, and I don’t really know what to do about it. I just hit this great big wall that says NO IDEAS and I’m beating my head bloody on it. I have no plot, and I hate it. My characters aren’t very sympathetic either, and I am still not close enough to them that they make their own decisions. My writing’s been poor the past 10K as well. I have no idea what’s come over me.
Maybe I really did burn myself out on Shards.
Anyway, everyone with plot ideas is more than welcome.
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